My motherless daughter experience was in 2 parts. The first part was when I was 12. My mom could not deal with me growing up, was unable to talk to me about life, and was not able to reach back when I reached out to her. The second loss was her death when I was 43. She died of cancer. My sister, daughter & 3 brothers took care of her at home with Hospice. Frogs appeared during this time. They were a source of comfort to us. (FROG=fully rely on God) I have 3 grown children. I am blessed with 2 granddaughters and miracle twin boys. I also have 3 grown step children that live in my heart. I work full time as an ICU nurse.